Seemingly lack of resources, the fact that I’m stable and that I’m not taking APs means I’m being cut off of the only regular link I had with mental health professionals.I made clear (in a polite and measured way) that I was unhappy about the decision and perplexed they wouldn’t even provide me with a contact number in case of emergency. All they said was that in that scenario I should contact the emergency services, but didn’t specify which one.
Perhaps this is the first step in a gradual process to deprive of any help. At some point they’ll claim I’m not sick enough to be receiving benefits and they might even kick me out of the country. I feel like a sinking ship everyone who ever claimed to be on my side is abandoning. Eventually they’ll dispose of me and it will be like I never existed.