This way I could actually have friends I can trust and count on… especially now with what’s going on with the world.
My negative and positive symptoms are coming back. I’ve been managing well on putting up a front that I’m okay but reality is I am not! I’ve actually been slightly depressed, extremely anxious, and my voices are happening much more frequently than normal.
I am not okay but I am managing pretty well.
On top of that I found out Monday that I have the genetic illness of osteoarthritis which means my bones are giving out slowly. I’m 25 and walking with a cane. The pain is crucial and knowing I won’t be able to do MMA or play softball again hurts even more.
Don’t mean to be negative just need a friend right now.