I’m depressed and want to overdose on my Percocet. Everyone is asleep. I feel so alone. I want my physical and mental problems go away. I’m in such horrible pain. I can’t take the second covid shot. My doctor took me off my antidepressant because it’s adding to my heart racing and palpitations. I will probable get covid. My health is fragile. I will die from it. I’m scared and upset and I don’t want to experience this anymore. I need to talk to someone.
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Hoping you can hang on. You are surrounded by people who think you’re awesome and you’ve got kids who would be lost without you. (((hugs)))
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@anon78876561 I’ve been suicidal this whole year, and since I get weekly care, I no longer feel hopeless. Please contact your healthcare, or the emergency room and let them help you. if not you can share how you feel and hopefully feel better being on here with people who care about you.
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Thank you friends.
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@anon78876561 why can’t you get the 2nd shot of vaccine btw?
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Given what you should have already died from, you’re doing an amazing job of beating the odds and then some. I expect you’ll send COVID packing as well. You’re damn tough, you know this right?
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I experienced a serious reaction to the vaccine. I’ve been in the hospital and said my symptoms are rare. What I’m going through is typical for the reactions getting. I can’t take any kind of covid shot. They said it takes three weeks before the symptoms go away, but for me it’s going to take longer to recover because of my conditions.
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Thank you @shutterbug. I’m trying to keep it together but all my problems stacked on top of each other, and my body is really angry at me.
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Hang in there! Easier said than done but you can do it. Hopefully your symptoms pass sooner than later, but you should feel at least some relief after they do. You are stronger than you know.
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I guess I’m being a baby complaining about it here, but I feel lonely and exhausted and my desire to keep going has plummeted. I can’t do this much longer without losing it.
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You’re not being a baby, I’m glad you shared this so you know people care so much about you.
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Thank you, @Kxev . I’m trying to maintain hope, but it’s been so stressful. But my kids are okay. Ive been confined by doctors to stay in bed and keep off my foot. Since December when I fell. I’m finally getting reconstructive surgery on my hand on Thursday.
Thank you @thomas
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Sounds like you got so much going on. But just stay distracted (part of my safety plan when I am suicidal or wanting to give up.
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I’m trying to stay positive. I’m working on a hobby currently, but I begin to feel pain after sitting for any period of time. It’s my right hand, so I’m very limited in what I can do.
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I’m really sorry…you can p m me if you want to talk more…
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Stay positive and if this crisis doesn’t go away, call for help. Sometimes you need that.
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I could take up ice fishing. Lol sit in a cold house waiting for a polar bear to kill ne. Lol
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I don’t know what you mean by a disaster. I’m getting support here, which I really need right now.
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Lol i personally wouldn’t want to be eaten by a polar bear.
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