I went off my meds and now i feel like hell

I lost my insurance a few weeks back. I am working on getting it back. I have to make a few phone calls tomorrow. Hopefully i figure it out because i ran out of my medication about 2 weeks ago. I went through some bad physical symptoms these past couple weeks from withdrawal. I didn’t last a full day at work once last week. Now today i come home from work and my paranoia kicks in and my mind is running wild right now. I am being hammered with thoughts like i am going to hell , i have permanently ruined my brain, If i was a better person i wouldn’t have gotten sick, etc. I am worried i wont be able to go to work tomorrow. I hope it passes and i can get some sleep tonight.

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i hope u get ur insurance back i went off meds once it was horrible i thought the hallucinations wouldn’t come back since they got quieter when i was on meds but they did and i didn’t leave the house for like a month

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Schizophrenia has nothing to do with what type of person you are. It’s bad luck really. I hope you can handle the insurance difficulties and get back on the meds soon. No one who’s willing to rake them deserves to suffer like that.

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"I went off my meds and now i feel like hell"
that doesn’t sound good.

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Buy some Haldol. It’s cheap and works.

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is it an impossibility to go off meds. am i going to have to take my meds all through my life time?

Some people get off them but i believe most have to stay on them. To me it’s no big deal if i have to take them for life.

If you don’t have insurance buy your meds from a canadian pharm if you’re in the US. Sometimes better than insurance.

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I feel more stable today. I have been getting some negative thoughts throughout the day but nothing as intense as last night.For a little bit i thought i was gonna have to go to the emergency room.
I made the first phone call i needed to make to get my insurance back, but i couldn’t get a person on the line. I am waiting for a call back.

Maybe your doctor can get you some free samples of your usual med?

Worth a call anyway.

I am sorry you are going through this, I am dealing with similar thoughts and its rough. I hope your situation improves and you feel better.

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OK. thanks. I hope we all get better