Honestly. For many years,
I wanted to be physically strong ((to defend myself)) and to be brave.
Though physically I am truly very very… Opposite of being strong.
Also after my first psychosis… Never brave again. It’s sad.
I never wanted to undergo surgery or smth. I just wanted to be preferred as my brother. To be liked, and adored as a male. It sounds a bit cruel, I know. But male still has more influence in the world, than a female. It’s my opinion ofc.
I am being brutally honest here.
It’s one of my deepest secrets haha
Idk it’s kinda like race. Sure most the ones at the top are men, but most of us aren’t at the top. Women have it easier in some ways and males in other. Idk I never really think about it. Maybe that’s part of being male. And I don’t look up to men more than women or think they’re any better. My sisters are great and do a lot. Compared to what some men in their lives are like I’d give more points to my sisters.
In my opinion almost in every sphere male has it easier.
Overall, the more I deepen into male vs female psychology, the more I like males. 
as I mentioned being brave… most of u males are 10 x times more brave than me. And it’s fascinating
And it’s great you don’t think males are better. Nor do I… As an example I know females has waaay better Intuition. @ericsbat
It’s called testicles. Without them we’d be a lot different. Shoot a guy full of testosterone and he’ll do anything. Lol. No joke
You’re very smart. I know it’s out of context… But as I read your replies, your always full of knowledge
I always liked how growing up me and my friends would fight then make up and be completely cool in no time. Women weren’t like that when I was younger.
It’s not your opinion,
It is fact that men have much more power and influence universally.
More facts:
You don’t have to be super physically strong to protect yourself.
Get a taser.
That ■■■■ hurts more than any punch a man could throw.
And you can be brave.
I felt like I couldn’t be for a long time.
But I am.
I’m facing uncertainty in literally every single aspect of my life right now.
During some of the worst of it,
I couldn’t even come here to talk to my friends.
I did something incredibly brave,
And I did it alone.
I have some supports now,
But not a few weeks ago.
You are probably capable of more than you think.
Additionally, women have power.
Incredible power.
We create and carry life.
Humans grow in our bodies.
We get to choose our partners and that fact is bitched about to no end.
Even on this very site.
You have more power than you think.
And you can learn to be brave. To add to foster. I’ve learned to be more assertive over time. And I wouldn’t say I’m particularly brave and I’ve never been physically aggressive. Also pepper spray works as well.
Females are just as awesome. In the next life I could care less what I am. Just being as healthy as I can be. And having fun and joy.
Men do have more influence in the world in regards to military, medicine, inventions, leadership etc… However, wait until you give birth @anon8411913 and form a bond with your baby. Breastfeed your baby and attend to every cry your baby makes and you will understand why motherhood is what you are destined for.
@yinyang it’s a beautiful perspective, but honestly, I think it’s not the only thing I am destined to do.
I still believe my hobbies are worth it. I also want to be a writer. Not only a mother.
Yeah indeed I dream of having children ; but it’s not only dream I have.
Women are overall more intelligent from what I’ve come across. A lot of the reasons women are where they are as an example is because they were basically men’s property until the last century. Women weren’t even allowed to own their own credit card until like the 60’ or 70’s. That plays a big role in why men can take credit for most things.
I never want children. I don’t have the energy or the drive. It’s too much for me. I babysit my nieces for two hours and I’m done. It’s a huge commitment and it doesn’t seem like something I want to do with my life.
Hey, I honestly wish you the best at the moment.
Hardships happen, but then better things happen.
I hope soon you’ll have an easier and happier period in your life @Charles_Foster
And it’s OK!! All of us are super duper unique and different. Some want zero of children, some want three like I do! 
And it’s super natural.
That’s cool. Good for you. About the children.
My sister demanded to have her head shaved when my dad and I got our heads shaved back when I was little. She didn’t want to be left out.
Well, there is only a finite age range for you to give birth at that is from 20-years old to 30-years old. After the age of 30, pregnancy becomes difficult until the age of 40 and then menopause. You can still be a writer at the age of 40-years…