I feel horrible I talked about some really bad ■■■■ in therapy today. And I’m really trying not to dissociate. And my ■■■■■■■ parents are home and they’re being so ■■■■■■■ loud and I hate them.
I can’t get this taste out of my mouth I know it’s not real but I’m freaking the ■■■■ out and voices are telling me i should just kill myself. And I ■■■■■■■ hate it I want to die.