This place is a prison.
I hate it and rightfully so.
I want out of here but don’t want to string myself up from a tree.
This place is horrible in every way, it shouldn’t even exist, just a terrible terrible place and thing. ■■■■ it.
If i could go back in time id murder my parents before they jizzed all over eachother in their idiot animal passion, ■■■■■■■ idiots.
God i hate this ■■■■■■■ place.
Depression is a prison. I hope you find your way out of there into life.
When you are not depressed, you will find everywhere is a good place to stay. So it depends on your mood, pansdisease.
Depression is bad, gladly I have not felt depressed in this winter and now in the beginning of the spring I feel as I have this tremendous positive energy, but one thing I know, we must adjust ourselves to live where we are. When I lived in my auto in America in the beginning I had all kinds of depressive thoughts but these changed positive energy boosts soon after which helped me to survive over two years in my auto back then. Somehow I started receiving energies from other people. We can adjust.
some times when you are so depressed you cant see anything and you dont listen to anyone,
my mum is like this just now and its hard talking to her,
she tales diazepam though and that helps a bit, just to calm her
When you need to give your parent mouth-to-mouth first aid on the floor of a library or to give the heart massage in an automobile because your parent has lost his/her consciousness and lips have turned all blue, then you know what is to take care of your elderly parent as I had to do many years ago. Basically to save a life of a human.
It seems like you are getting worse - could be depression.
Isnt there anyone around you who can persuade you into getting the proper medications?
You are losing your sense of humor lately.
Life does suck, but not it is not as bad as you picture it
I thought the same thing I tried to off my self several times. The last time I drank two bottles of rubbing alcohol it was painless my boyfriend found me the next morning I was in a coma for a month and a half. My family was devastated I figured if the universe wanted me dead I would be dead so I stopped trying to kill myself.
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Drinking rubbing alcohol was not painless, what are you saying?
The universe wanted worse from me.
For me it was painless