I wanna die

DX'd - Sz/SzA
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yesterday I had my appointment with my doc. she told me that in case I feel suicidal again i should go immediately to her office. i feel suicidal but I haven’t found a painless way to die yet. I am scared even though i don’t fear death I fear the sin of suicide.

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Can u divert ur mind :om:…

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I am trying. 1515151

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Hi om have u started collecting disability benifits…???

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not yet. soon I think. how are you niraj?

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suicide scares me. i hope I had a cancer or something. this miserable life must end.

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There are NO painless ways to die, hold onto your fear, all life is precious no matter what

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Hey om i am okay for now… i also have negative and cognitive symptoms a lot…i cant fight against it… hoping for better future…!!!

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Im feeling om, im feeling suicidal too. Been crying for twenty minutes. Do you have someone there to talk to there?

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I have my mom. but nothing relieves the inner struggle.

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Im sitting here talking to my bf but take some deep breaths. Im tired of feeling like ■■■■ myself.

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My mom is coming over today. I hope seeing her helps…

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I probably am not helping but pm me if you want to. I could use an ear…

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thank you @roxanna! nothing helps. I am desperate

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You are going through a bad phase in your life
Don’t throw the towel in
Hang in there

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Well im going to go play in in traffic.neighbors yay…

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Thank you @shellys12 :worried:

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It will get better om and roxanna! Remember some days are better than others and sometimes we have terrible days consecutively. I just went through about a week long really, really rough patch. It was awful, but things are looking up now

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if my mental health stays the same, suicidal thoughts will continue. it goes with my sz. as long as I am szphrenic with severe negative symptoms I will have thoughts of suicide. I feel useless, lazy without energy.

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Have you tried any antidepressants? Wellbutrin is a good one. Also SNRIs are great to–at least they help me. Talk to your pdoc about how you are feeling please. They may know what could help you

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