I’m perseverating about my death. I know I don’t want to live past 60… I think about ways to go. I wish it could be that I just get sick and die. I’m so scared to mess up my kids if I leave before they are sdults. Mostly other people wouldnt care if I was gone. I’m just so tired.
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Don’t be silly!
It’s not normal to think such thoughts. Most animal species don’t and humans are part of that. Sadly, things like schizophrenia can make you think things that aren’t normal. It’s a trial. It really is but think of your family. Your too important to waste away or do something silly.
Please. Approach your doctor and ask for help with depression. Sz is often accompanied by depression and the negatives can make that a serious issue. I know it’s hard but I’ve been there myself and I found something that helps…I know it’s not easy but please. Just try!
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I wish you all the best,
as @rogueone wrote you may benefit by discussing your issues with your psych doctor,
just the basic fact that you came here to address this matter is good for you.
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never do that…check yourslef in to psych hospital to get some therapy…tell them youre suicidal…some anti depressants will help
also youre liked and respected here on sz.com things will pick up for u
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I’m going to the crisis unit on sunday
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Good @FatMama.
You should not be thinking of killing yourself.
Suicide is never the solution.
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I had suicidal ideation. It was thought insertion by aliens. They want me dead…
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