I feel cursed

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I wish that I would be free from pain

For one second.

I feel so exhausted and tired.

I am so so exhausted.

I am tired of living. Tired of breathing. Tired of crying.

Tired. I feel cursed. I feel that no one wants me. Just because I am sz. I hate it. I hate myself.

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You are wanted. You are useful. You are loved.

You are such a loving and caring friends to others, I wish you would show yourself the same kindness

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Try not to hate yourself :two_hearts:

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@Pikasaur @anon90843118

Thanks for the love. I am just really tired of living.

If I don’t respond, that means I went to bed. It’s nearly 12am here.

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Yea me too.

But something is telling to go on a fasting diet and travel

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Wat kind of fasting diet @Noop_12?

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Dont worrie your not alone iv been going though the same thing as the voices say I am the most hated being In the universe

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I feel cursed too when my voices say awful things to me. Please don’t do anything drastic and talk to your doctor. Maybe your doctor can adjust your meds?

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@Jesse25 @anon97859349 @Noop_12

Thanks friends. I am in remission nowdays, but I struggle a lot with the society’s perception of sz. It makes me really sad. Really, really sad.

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Sorry to hear that hopefully the public’s perspective will change in time about the condition

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Yeah. I hope so too. Stigma sucks!

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I also feel ashamed to have this illness.

At work when I went back from sick people kept asking me what the problem was and I could not tell them.

The stigma is really bad. Even the mental health campaigners are too afraid to help us

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I know what it feels like to be rejected or not welcome in things. What works for me is to try and just be the best version of myself I can and find friends who accept me for that. I hope you are feeling better.

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i am proud of what I went through…we all should be

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@Joker This is why I hate having sz. No one ever wants us. I’ve been crying all day and night thinking that no one wants me and I’m better off dead.

@san_pedro @Chorus

I will try to be more hopeful and full of gratitude. Just…I just feel unwanted because I have sz.

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