And I feel anxiety and karma because of that. I don’t accept that I’m misunderstood by those who even don’t know that I’m a good guy.
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I hope I never made you feel that way
but I do recall you’ve said some things that are out there.
Has nothing to do with being a good guy or not,
and heck,
why not say it here!
I worry a lot too about what people must think of me. Part of the reason i post on this forum is because its actually very uncomfortable to put myself out there. But if its any help, i do think schizophrenics feel this way quite commonly. I talked to my brother the other day and he mentioned how he thought i was ‘a very good person ‘. I was surprised to hear that, but even though he said it, i still think ‘pfft, he was probably just being nice’. So even when were told good things, our sz brains turn against us.
Sorry youre feeling this way. Try to focus on an activity or hobby if you can to switch focus away from the worrying.
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I get it, I’ve a constant paranoia that people hate me, judge me, look down on me, sometimes want me dead. It doesn’t help my paranoia when the voices are making it worse
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This is exactly how I should manage myself, thank you!
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You haven’t pissed me off, no worries. 
I think you’re sharp but not evil @Daze
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Yeah, pretty common thing for us Szs.
My parallel recovering is doing better and better though.
I just need to keep the line in this and keep it up.
Cheers!
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Everyone deserves to be liked or even loved. We need to let that happen to us.
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@everhopeful Totally agree with your post buddy people don’t like me because i say it like it is not because of my Paranoid SZ.But i have come to the conclusion that iam far better person than these people as most are FAKE and full of ■■■■ with no substance and not nice human bein gs tbh!
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Sometimes you think…It’s going to take a miracle to turn things around.
I get that sneaking suspicion sometimes too. It doesn’t do good to dwell on the thought, it won’t get you anywhere worrying about it.
I guess I’m now old enough and ornery enough to not give a s— what people think. A study showed that if there are 8 people in the room, at least 1 will dislike you, no matter what you say, do, or what you look like. That’s astounding. One in 8 will dislike me, will dislike you, NO MATTER WHAT! When I found that out I said(to myself) screw it, I’m not going to try to please them any more and if nothing I do or say will change the situation, well, F them then!
Told you I was ornery!
Most people have no feelings to you or apathy, then they come up with an opinion. People generally like happy nice people, but its hard to put yourself in a good place to express happiness when you aren’t in a good place. It takes effort and a bit of bull headedness to just try to be happy despite people getting in your way. I know for a fact that some people just want to wipe that smile off your face and for not good reason. Mean people exist, they’re jealous of happiness especially if they think its unearned, and they usually have no perspective on people’s hurdles. SO they’re petty and underestimate you and your courage. Be happy for you.
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