I’m fine on here.
But in real life. I catch the glimpses on their faces. Everybody hides it but I know what they think of me and it’s actually quite cruel of them not to let on what they’re thinking. But plenty of people like me, because I’m a good person and that’s what counts. A lot of people in public (and my family) can tell at a glance that I’m a good person.
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You are awesome nick. Who would think otherwise???
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Thanks @MsBuddha .
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Seconded! I can’t imagine what flaws these people must have in their thought processes, to think you are anything other than great!
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Thirded! @77nick77 is awesome!
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"I wish everybody didn’t think such bad thoughts about me"
I don’t think bad thoughts about you. 
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“I am discommoded when people don’t take notice I am a poor creature (with problems), but even moreso when they do.”
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Quadruple that 
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Are you sure you’re not imagining it ? Trying to tell what people were “really” thinking by catching glimpses is something I used to do when I was really ill. It’s bogus.
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yeah me too. during a relapse I am always worried about this stuff
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Maybe you blow things out of proportion a little? I do too but no ones gonna approve of you 100% of the time. You make a slight mistake they give u a confused look, normies say “well f u 2” but szs are mostly more sensitive and worry what we did wrong. And dwell on it.
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yeah @77nick77 It is all in your mind. everybody likes you!
And even if they don’t, it is their loss. I don’t think anybody wants to hurt you.
PS I liked your post, because I related to it. So nothing specific. I like most posts. sorry =(
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I used to always think I could read people’s minds too. All my life I felt that way. It used to torture me. It was horrible. It was paranoia. Now, I’m on a better medication regimen and I no longer feel that way. Life is much better now. I suggest you see your pdoc about it @77nick77.
I take Risperdal Consta depot injections; Geodon pills; Seroquel pills; and Celexa pills.
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I think you are looking too much into people’s faces to judge…everyone loves you I’m sure. !!
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i like you nick and many others on and off cyberspace probably do as well. you’re nice. plain and simple – the best way to be.
my siblings think well of me and i lean on them when i need to.
otherwise, we’re in the same boat.
judy
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No matter how much I used to be assured by everyone that my paranoia was all in my head, it didn’t relieve my paranoia any. The only thing that worked was proper meds. I wish you luck @77nick77.
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I want to reply to everybody’s individual answers. But since there are 17 replies it would not be practical.
So I will just say:
Thank you @MsBuddha, @Ninjastar, @Moonbeam, @sirBoring, @Twang, @spiderpig, @everhopeful, @kindness, @Goyankees, and @Anonaccount.
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AND, @jukebox, and last but not least, @ifeelblessed.
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Aw don’t forget me @77nick77, I like you too!
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