I think he wants me to be depressed.
I’d talk with him about this, @Johns774. Everyone wants to see you do well.
Yeah I feel that he is messing with my head and putting depressing thoughts in my mind. I just thought about it today and it’s the only thing that makes sense.
It doesn’t make sense though. Also, people can’t do that.
But it makes sense to me I don’t know any other way why I am depressed.
Are you talking about depressing things in your sessions?
Yes I am talking about depressing things
Then that’s far more likely the reason than the therapist putting thoughts into your head.
I some times think my therapist is kind of testing me to see if i could earn her trust. I honestly believe she knows about the voices
I wonder if they talk about us behind our backs cause that’s what I think sometimes.
Its like sometimes i dont even know what to think anymore.
I used to think this some times. It evolved into some huge conspiracy of doctors talking about me and what to do about me. I left my house even because I thought they were after me. I also got migraines every time I had to go visit a doctor (even if it was for one of the kids) because I was so worried that I would trip up and they would get more evidence against me.
I guess I am saying: be careful with these kind of thoughts, they turn into something awful! I don’t think the doctors or counselors talk behind our backs. They are trying to help us and we are paying them to help us.
I would try’n believe her, cause you never know what they have in plan for you. Plus the only benefit they can get from talking to you is risk levels.
Okay the thought isn’t as bad but I still need reassurance.
I think that too occasionally. I can imagine them all going to their psychiatrist pot luck parties and they all stand around sipping beers and swap stories trying to one-up each other about who has the craziest patient.
Haha. I could imagine that.