Drinking and drugging is no longer any fun…
I think I’m ready to be sober.
If only I could have a couple beers, but I can’t. It leads me down a destructive road. I think I’m ready though. I’ve suffered enough.
Where to start though.
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I think this is great I’m not sure where to start. Maybe NAMI or AA? Remember, they always say one day at a time.
Also talk to your doctor about medications that may help you with withdrawal.
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I think AA would be good for me. In the back of my mind I wanna finish the rest of the drugs in my possession but realize that’s probably not the wisest choice.
Last time I went to AA I didn’t feel accepted, but I think i’d be more accepted now.
I definitely don’t need rehab, as I’ve done that before and I’m not that bad. And I’m not sure if it’d ever get that bad again. But I don’t wanna live a life of misery and wasting money on pointless substances when I’ve gotten high enough already.
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Maybe you should taper off, so you don’t suffer withdrawal, but like I said, you should talk to a doctor.
What about inpatient treatment?
My drug of choice are hallucinogens. Right now I’m under the influence of LSD. I don’t get withdrawals. I don’t need inpatient. At worst I need IOP.
I’m not bad alcoholic, but if I have a couple beers, it leads to more beers, which eventually leads me to wanting to do LSD and shrooms and mescaline and ayahuasca, etc…, etc… It’s a vicious cycle.
Psychadelics seem pretty bad for someone with sz, but I don’t know.
Sobriety is the way to go man, its a long hard road but it is worth it.
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Now that I’m sober, I’m addicted to food and other stuff. I’m trying to level myself out.
Maybe I can addicted to working out. That wouldn’t be the worst of addictions.
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Best addiction I can think of.
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good on you 
…you will feel better for it… 
take care 
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I was never ready before. There was still something to be conquered. Now I realize it’s unconquerable. And it’s not fun. And I will indeed feel better for it!
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One of the things that motivates me is being the guy in the chair 30 years from now telling my war stories back in the 'teens of how I used to get messed up on all kinds of drugs and stuff…before you kids ever did 
…talking to people half my age and them respecting me for being that OG who did drugs while they were still in the womb.
And all the great spirituality I learn in AA…I live for that ■■■■.
I don’t wanna get ahead of myself though.
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wierd, what i wrote to you just disappeared… 
but you can do this…
take care
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You are tripping right now man?
It’s cool but you should definitely not be addicted to psychedelic drugs,for me and most people that I know psychedelics are just a toy,but don’t play with them too much.
Tripping isn’t a big deal for me anymore. Just another way to get high. That’s what happens when you’ve done it like 60 times. I can do it on consecutive days. That’s how I know I’m wrong. This is why I need to stop.
I’ve had bad trips in the past when tripping was like a big deal, man,…if you know what I mean. But now it’s just a feeling. Which is why I need to stop.
Then stop …dude man …we are here for you bro .
Even though this isn’t a drug site.
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You say you “trip” like it’s no big deal. But I wonder if they are doing you harm that you may not even be aware of. You could be damaging yourself and not even know it.
“The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step”.
You have to start somewhere. Throw all your drugs out and hit an NA meeting. I got clean through AA, CA, and NA (as you might know). It was the best thing I ever did for myself. I was heading down a bad road before I got clean but as soon as I got clean I got a job and went back to school and started socializing a LOT more. It was no coincidence that these things happened to me as soon as I got clean.
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