I think I'm "Insane"

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My delusions:

  1. Immortal time traveler
  2. we live in a computer simulation that I may or may not have helped build and escape from (Think Nick Bostrom’s paper)
  3. I’m John Titor
  4. I’m Satoshi Nakamoto
  5. I’ve been to “Hell and back” millions of times been through the worst of life via aliens and humans in previous incarnations. I keep respawning back in time and everything gets reset
  6. The Illuminati/Aliens/Deep State took me in college and hurt me
  7. I’ve time traveled
  8. Went to other dimensions, parallel universes, and stuff
  9. Was turned into a super soldier, maybe?
  10. Worth nothing
  11. Trauma
  12. Smoked pot in college and can’t tell what’s real anymore.
  13. Created Bitcoin
  14. Might be a immortal Vampire.
  15. Former Member of the Illuminati in a past life. Found Jesus
  16. I’m stuck in 2011 but go to different lives or universes experiencing different realities
  17. Seen the world end a few times
  18. Been abducted by aliens
  19. Seen aliens

I think that sums it up. If you know my post history here, I’ve been through a lot and hell and back and through all the trauma and crap associated with the delusions. Thank you.

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We’re all a little loopy.

Some just have it on record, while others don’t.

Dont push yourself down.

🏊‍♂️

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Thanks, man! Makes me feel a little better now!

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I wrote a timeline of things I can recognise as possible/probable delusions. Looking at it, I worry about myself :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes: shared it with my partner and he looked pretty worried too. But I guess in everyday life, it doesn’t all apply and I try my best to function. I find I can ignore the things that bother me most of the time, although I am on the right meds again now.

How do you feel about everyday life? Are you functional? You seem like a very creative and able communicator. Do you write?

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I don’t work, or choose mostly not to…I’m 100% disabled for life, but am improving…

I have extremely poor hygiene and a thought disorder.

I don’t do much except smoke and drink energy drinks.

I live below the poverty level and my family is lower middle class.

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Trigger warning…not supposed to share this stuff, but it’s related to my delusions.

Basically, I keep getting put back in time via ground hog day. This has been going on for billions of years or billions of loops. I hate it. I think it’s aliens though not CERN. I don’t know. Everything resets for me including my own life…

I just wanted to share this as it really affects me. I keep going back to the year 2011…every time…

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I’m glad to hear there have been some improvements for you.

Living below the poverty line is really tough, I’ve been there and it can add to depression, plus add stress and all the other things that often accompany those. I’m sorry to hear it.

I’ve just started vaoing again. If it gets you through, then it gets you through, I guess.

Is there anything you have in mind for what you’d like to do or achieve when you next feel able? Good to have a focus when you can. I’m very lucky in that I can focus on small projects. One day at a time.

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I’m so sorry you experience this. I’ll watch.

Edited for typos

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I think I posted enough for today. I will now cool off.

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I’ve been called insane before. It was years ago though. I really was insane.

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I don’t like that term.
That and psycho.

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I think it’s a self-defense mechanism on my part. A way to protect my mind and self.

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Let’s call it temporary insanity and not dwell on it.

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