I Still Have My Time Travel Delusion -- Update

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I still have the time travel delusion going on a lot. Like I have a lot of insight. It’s like my mind is the machine in a way. Reincarnation. In a sad way, I’m always schizophrenic. I prefer the term and condition of time loop(s) as opposed to causal loop. The internet and Wikipedia do help me out a lot.

I figure we live in a simulation and that consciousness can be stolen, borrowed, and people can be turned into p-zombies, which is probably offensive to some folks but is also important to the fields of psychology and psychiatrist and philosophy. It all boils downs to physics.

I hate school and don’t want to ever work again or go back due to ‘giving up on humanity and myself’ being discouraged, depressed, angry, and having probably ptsd or remnants of acute stress disorder and reliving the same time periods over and over again in my head for the rest of my life…

I feel I have a lot to contribute and could win a Nobel Prize some day if I had the intelligence and education to do mathematics and physics. Not something I really want to do or aspire towards though. I don’t like people for the time being. Why help them after what they did to me? But it ain’t going to happen. Why sweat it and fantasize about it. Plus, I hate crowds and ceremonies and speeches.

I think it’s literally all in my head. Sort of like the Netflix show ‘Travelers’ or the science behind the show. My mind was uploaded to a computer by an unknown group or beings (probably greys or reptilians) in unknown time and sent back in time and is now occupying my current time period body and my brain as a disabled person (opposite affliction to Marcy in the show lol). She became undisabled afterwards. I became disabled afterwards. Weird. I was normal before that. Had no clue of anything.

I even have thought about stuff like Reptilian consciousness or alien consciousness and that’s why my DP/DR and vision and senses were messed up and I lost IQ points and have mental illness but then I realize that’s probably not that damn case!

AI probably is involved.

My mind or soul or consciousness is probably from the far future past or near 2036. It’s 2020 now so I’m from 16 years in the future now via a soul transfer thing in time. I sound bizarrely and acutely sick but I can look and act normal for someone with mild or moderate ‘disorganized’ schizophrenia from what I can gather.

I believe the mild Asperger’s Syndrome helps me through the disease and chaos in my head.

In every life I struggle with family, mental health, body weight, body image, diet, MONEY, and living situations. I can never work and rarely go to school/college. In this life, I don’t want to. In my past lives, I had college degrees, but since I’m in a different time period or universe, I have to start all over again with no evidence or degrees and little to no memory and probably no knowledge retained.

The farthest in time I have been is 3000 AD according to my memories which is in line with the TV show as well as the technology. I get slow memory recall over the years like slippage or leakage.

We’re talking about infinity here or a infinite amount of past universes and planet earths. I cannot remember most things about my past lives, but it has given me insight into physics.

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Do you have periods when you don’t believe any of this?

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Idk where you get all that info from, but it’s clear you spend a lot of time fantasising/being delusional. You’re not a time traveller, for sure.

I dreamt the Universe was ending last night, but I know it was just my imagination getting carried away.

Hope you find peace and reject the delusions.

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Time travel has been possible, but caused mental retardation, and also absence of morals. Once Saint Paul time traveled too much, and became mentally incompetent. Side note: knowledge has gotten me nowhere.

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I’ve said this a million times,

But again,

I think you’re really not helping yourself with doing “research” and watching these triggering shows.

They are feeding your delusions and bringing you further from reality.

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Thank you @GoldenRex.

Only show I tried watching was Mr. Robot and didn’t have delusions about that show for the most part. I watched it on Amazon Prime for a while before I stopped due to finances and watching my dog. I might go back to the show though some day.

You bring some insight and clarity.

The thing is I think Hollywood leaks stuff to the public through movies and tv shows and I research advanced topics because I think I know stuff and can contribute and educate and learn things and share things to other people much smarter than me and can contribute to society, but so far it’s been a huge fail.

I think I’ve been right before like Roger Penrose winning the Nobel Prize for Black Holes. Stuff like that that was censored or forgotten about due to my condition or casandras dilemma/curse or something.

Thank you.

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Not really. It could be the energy drinks but I’m addicted to them. Maybe I would be a different, non-schizophrenic person without them or have a milder case but I cannot quit them, I tried.

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I highly doubt your problems stem from caffeine.

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I think I posted this before, but I believe this principle is scientifically wrong:

I read the wiki article, used my brain, watched YouTube videos, and thought deeply about my time traveling memories and being a former time traveler or whatever you want to call me.

Too bad I cannot win a Nobel Prize or get free lifetime supply of Marbolo Red 100 cigarettes and Low-Carb Monster Drinks…never works out, well, rarely…1 in a trillion success rate.

Anyways, the two assumptions this principle made are incorrect assumptions. First, we can access parallel timelimes/worldlines and there is definitely more than one worldline. IIRC, if you have a theorem, and the two statements are wrong or underlying argument is wrong, then the whole story fall aparts. Hence, I am right and they are wrong.

Third, and my weakest form of evidence, is I remember thinking in a past life when I ‘reincarnated’ or popped into existence via a time bubble or causal loop that the local laws of physics changed because no-one noticed I came back including my father. Even I forgot and resumed my life. Could it be robotics and AI? Am I even human?

We can access the multi-verse using Penrose Diagrams. If we had a good time-machine we can access other timelines or ‘dimensions’ using two micro-singularities (kerr-black hole with a negative charge I think), and that creates a tipler sinusoid I think.

I have no-where else to post this. I should major in physics but I’m scared and don’t want to go to school. I’m slow mentally from my condition.

I should study relativity from books and create my own knowledge and maybe write papers?

Also, according to CCC (conformal cyclic cosmology), the universe infinitely expands and never contracts, which makes sense now and I have updated my thinking lately. Hence, no big crunch or anything. I don’t know how that works with string theory or m theory, but we could be living in an eternal forever expanding universe. Hence, the universe, comes back indefinitely via aeons.

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I think youve already read what i wrote about time travel. Ive been thinking of writing about it but my version would prob just be like magic time travel, like futurama time travel.

We should message each other sometime if you wanna help with writing a fiction book about time travel.

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Wtf is all this

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I can give you some ideas. Ideas are sometimes hard to come by at least for me. I would love to talk to a time travel scientist, but to no avail lol.

For non-fiction legit time travel, you need to know general relativity pretty well and some other things including dynamics which I have no clue about.

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