That i sound crazy. That nothing makes sense. But i cant shake this terrible anxiety that demons are out to get me. Im afraid to leave the house, im afraid to eat, to take my meds, to sleep longer than a few hours at a time. Please how do i fight this.
Find your courage.
Ive been on intergalactic adventures and been shown the mysteries of the universe. I really get it
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Theres a sense of infinity. A circle within a circle. Why is that threatening?
You find your self-entertaining exhilarating so why change?
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What do you mean?
Your “adventures” of the mind keep you interested so much that you are not taking care of yourself.
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I have no idea 15
I think anything i could consume the demons would know im consuming and poison it anyway. So i guess they win. Slowly, theyll win.
Honestly, if you’re too afraid to take your meds, you should be on injections. That way there’s no “in-between” time with breakthrough symptoms.
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What if i think even the injections are demonic poison?
Then you are just being a pain in the neck making it difficult for anyone to help you. Don’t ask for help if you will not consider our remarks.
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I didnt ask for this. Im actively trying to fight it
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That’s hard, Moon! Hopefully, this unpleasantness will pass sooner rather than later.
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Well I don’t know how to answer that. 
I hope you can get the help you need and soon.
Maybe someone smarter than me could provide some better advice.
Hang in there friend.
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You have people on this site that will listen to you. If you want to talk person to person remember the crisis lines. They’re starting to have counseling available over the phone. I think it is based on your ability to pay. You might check into that. Talk to your pdoc about a med change. I think you need some help in that regard. Try not to awfulize. It makes things worse than they need to be.
Maybe you should ask for a commitment. A hospital might be the best setting for you now.
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It feels hopeless. I want to just give up
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You said earlier the hospital doesn’t help.
They help you take your meds on the hour.
They make sure you sleep.
They make sure you eat.
sorry if i sound like I’m lecturing. Just worried for you. Don’t give up. If you stay home. Eat. Take your meds.
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I feel stuck. My brain does not like any solution
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