There have been a number of members on here I have been unduly harsh to. Not just lately, but over a long spate of time. If I’ve offended you in the past, just know I am sorry. A BIG part of my illness is unrelenting agitation. Now that it is under control, I see where I have gone too far on occasion. I hope you won’t hold it against me. It’s kind of sobering to be in a better place mentally, and look back and see what an ass I have sometimes been. This is supposed to be a friendly forum, and if I’ve disrupted that, I am sorry. I am not a malicious person, and don’t harbor any ill will towards anyone. @anon59133895, I let you have it a little while ago, and I feel bad about that. Please accept my olive branch. I’d like to clean up my image a little, as I know there are people on here who don’t like me. I know it’s not a popularity contest, but I hate being at odds with people. Again, I am sorry.
Your totally fine.
As long as you realize you’ve done something inappropriate or harmful then you’re all good. It’s up to the people you may or may not have hurt to accept your apology (not all of them will) and you have to be ok with that.
I hope you don’t mind me saying… I’ve sort of admired some of your call it how you see it vibe… I’ve gotten a lot of ideas on better med management from your post.
Being in a better frame of mind… that feels great and calm and a whole lot of relief…
Thinking back on the past when I wasn’t in such a good place… that is hard to look at.
Thank you for sticking with us despite your harder days… like I said… I’ve learned a lot from your post.
Thanks @SurprisedJ. I’ve always been a no BS kind of person. But sometimes I’ve been a little too nasty, I think. But I understand what you’re saying. Like all of us here, I’ve had good and bad days. Lately, I’ve been having good days, and the fog is lifting. My new medication is helping a lot, but I’m battling voices, even as I type this. I’m listening to White Zombie’s AstroCreep:2000 to drown the crap out. I’ve just gotta hang in there for a few more days until the meds get increased again. I’m confident in this med because I’ve been on it before, and it enabled a 9-year remission. Just a few more days…
Your ok in my book.
Reminds me though, where is @malvok ?
Just thought I’d bump this so it’s seen more by this morning’s users. 
I am just as guilty @anon40540444 a lot of people here hate me too. I love you dude.
I don’t know if people hate me or just ignore me. When I’m not doing well, I worry about what others think. When I’m good I don’t care.
@anon40540444 every one here is ill and have rough days. So everyone knows how that goes so don’t take it personally.
Be well. 
@anon40540444 You are a true Gentleman
I have said things that I should have not, when not well - it sometimes happens
d00d. You owe me $5. Cough up!!!
(Seriously, we wouldn’t be here if we were all healthy, so don’t beat yourself up too much.)
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Well you have never been anything more than a great friend to me. Just saying.
Thank you for the apology, @anon40540444 I truly appreciate it 