But it was one of those relationships where the love was there
But everything else was missing 
Wish I could have lived with him.
Does anyone miss their ex, any good memories?
I miss certain women. There was one female I met in the hospital she was just my type if I have one but I didn’t realize it at the time. But she sent me hearts when she got out but I was more interested in a lady who was 52. Lol it wasn’t ever meant to be that I meet a lady in the hospital. But I really liked two I met in one stay. I chose the wrong one…but it was probably for the best that neither worked out at that time.
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@Zoe I was gonna call her a girl but then I remembered your thread. See I do focus 
alright.
Lol, thanks for that.
I’m not like gonna hate someone for calling women girls, it’s just one of those things that slighlty nags me.
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I care about myself only. I don’t care about my ex. Besides she loved me only because I was smart and because I had money. I miss my presz self.
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I bet she loved you too though. Not just cos of money, I mean @Aziz
You’re a nice chap.
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I miss my ex of 11 years who’s the mother of my son. It’s like I’ve lost my best friend. I hate the idea of her moving on and us not being a family anymore.
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Why did she leave you? Because of sz?
I mean I miss my presz self more than her.
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I split up with her during my second episode, and when I came back to reality 6 weeks later she wouldn’t take me back.
There were problems in the relationship before and were horrible to each other sometimes but we did love each other. I never thought she would leave me for good
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I’m sorry @Luke83
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11 years is a long long time. Must be really tough on you atm.
You’ll get through this
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Well mine left me bcz of my sz but its for the best. We weren’t compatible.
Thank you … I’m going to have to learn to move on somehow.
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My ex doesn’t wanna talk to me anymore because I kept occasionally changing my mind.
He felt like a toy eventually.
At first he was like it doesn’t matter.
But when he said he felt like a toy about the on off thing, I had to call it complete quits
So you aren’t stable or you weren’t serious?
I was serious but certain things kept stressing me out at times and that got me worried about relapse risk. I was very good at communicating my thoughts to him as I did not want him to feel confused and in space
Are you saying relationships give you sz symptoms?
Not for me.
They have possibly in the past. It’s hard to tell if that was a cause but it may have been, thus I need to be careful now.
You’re lucky it doesn’t give you symptoms
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Is that why you don’t keep friends? You need to find a solution for this.