Being alone is so much better because people suck.
Society sucks. The world sucks.
Life sucks and everything sucks.
No one cares.
No one loves me.
I deserve to be tortured and burned.
How was your day today @anon10648258?
Horrible. 151515
I understand. Sometimes life feels like endless suffering. But, usually a new day will break and you’ll feel alright.
I think you need to try and take some self care. Do some things you like doing. Reading/art/music etc
I can empathise with most of your post except for the self mutilation stuff. No one deserves pain. Pain just happens. And you have to do what you can to dust yourself off and make yourself feel better.
Thanks, but I deserve pain. I deserve suffering. I’m worthless. Plus, I’m psychotic. That explains it all.
The society hates us.
@anon10648258 this is upsetting. You need to stop saying these things about yourself.
When you’re feeling this way you need to reach out to crisis. I gave you a phone number, do you still have it?
I do, but they don’t help. They just say things over and over again without much support. They’re like an automated machine.
I’ve been in therapy to combat negative self-talk, but it never helps. I’m just tired of these thoughts.
I’m obsessed with how disgusting I am and now it just seems comfortable. It’s comfortable to hurt myself.
@anon10648258 I want you to list 3 good things about yourself. Just general things, but they have to be positive.
I can’t think of any. I don’t have positive qualities.
There has to be something. I can think of 1 right now. You are very eloquent with your words. Here’s another you are creative.
Thank you. You are kind.
Hey, so are you. That’s another positive.
Please try to come up with something positive about yourself.
Do you speak more than one language?
I speak two languages.
You work so that’s be a big quality you have.
I quit to study for a transfer exam to a university. But thanks.
Study or work, its a quality and a positive thing.
@Aziz is right. Studying is positive.
So speaking two languages and studying are 2 more positive things. Tell me more please
Sorry I got knocked down by fatigue. Chronic illness things I guess.
I honestly don’t know, I’m trying to think but I’m out of ideas. I can think of me being creative.
It is very understandable that you’ve lost faith in society.