I really don’t believe it. I think I have unusual circumstances in my life. I’m mentally ill when it comes to anxiety and depression, but I really don’t believe I’m schizoaffective. It all started when my daughter went to a private school in 2008. A guy thought I was an agent and it progressed from there. He kept telling SEALs in the area about me and they believed him. Then they found out years later that I’m not in the CIA. So they thought I was an agent for another government. They’ve followed and recorded me since then. And the animals give me information, but that’s a spiritual thing. It’s not sza. I seem normal to people. I can just not talk about the unusual events in my life and people don’t know about it by looking at me. They can tell I’m awkward, but that’s it.
schizophrenia is kind of a spiritual/mind illness in itself. as it intertwines your beliefs and twists them. thus mental illness.
How was work today?, @LilyoftheValley
I quit. It was too stressful
Take time to sort out what went wrong. Hungry people can be the most difficult to work for. Maybe something else.
These sound like delusions.
Good on you. At least you tried. 
Thanks @GrayBear.
@LevelJ1, I’ve never thought of schizophrenia to be a spiritual thing. That’s an interesting take on it. I’ve always thought of it as a biological organic brain disease.
I’ve thought of it as both biological and a bit of a spiritual mess up. Like in the sense that my beliefs in my mind have been twisted up.
Not in a religious sense though.
I get what you’re saying. It’s an interesting question though.
You will find, not a better job, but one more suited to your circunstances.
I think there’s a spiritual side to sz/sza too.
Like my sza one of my symptoms is I believe Alien and Sarah are two spirits in my head and the devil trying to get into my body through my private parts.
I’m aware others call these delusions but they are real to me.
Sometimes I see my sza as a alternative state of mind.
I think sza is biological only, but what I’m experiencing is spiritual and real. I see it as being different. Do you see it that way @Hadeda?
Yes. It’s biological but it has a spiritually real feeling to it.
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