I was diagnosed by my psychiatrist and at the hospital, but I’m beginning to wonder if they were wrong. Now it’s more like something’s trying to get me to believe things like I’m not from this world and that I’m being pursued by angels and demons alike and that beings are trying to escape my mind.
My mom says that not thinking I have sza is part of having the illness. Is that true? She thinks I’m delusional, but I hear the angels and demons and beings trying to break the wall in my mind that prevents them from physically interacting with me. This is really bothering me. If it were a delusion then the antipsychotic would have worked, right? I don’t know.