My medication is helping a lot with my positive symptoms.
But I can’t shake the feeling that I just don’t care.
About anything.
I’m faking every second of my life now.
I’m pushing people away because they’d be better off without me.
They say they miss and love me and I can’t feel that anymore. Im just a shell of a person, a surrogate of a humanoid.
This is not the life I signed up for
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Yes, I know. But you will recover and become a person again
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I get that way sometimes but I just keep going. You have to have faith and even though you don’t know what the future holds you just have to take that chance and have faith that eventually things will get better (because they often do) but just look at your life right now and tell yourself you that even though your life is not what you want it to be, right now you are paying your dues.
Maybe you would feel better if you did something like a volunteer job or joined some kind of mental health club or a support group. While it’s possible to be alone and it can help you learn about yourself in certain ways, it’s better to be with people even if it’s just the proximity of sitting in a group and listening to others talk.
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I just have a severe need to be alone. I’m around people at work and that’s plenty for me lol
I’m sorry that you feel like this it’s truly not nice. I am skipping my brothers wedding even it really is not amazing
everything passes
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