I just can’t…
I can really feel for you because I’ve felt the same way so many times. I don’t know for certain, but maybe you’re “awfulizing” - making things seem awful that aren’t really that bad. I did that a lot. Try to take it easy.
Sweetheart, you’re grieving. That is hard, painful work. Have you tried calling a grief hotline? I really recommend it. They have heard everything, and they can help with whatever you’re feeling.
The violence in my head won’t stop
What’s happening? Can you tell me what it’s like for you?
you can do this Kellie
i get all the violent stuff in my head…you just have to ignore it and distract yourself.
i am sending you as much positive energy as i can …
Ive met interesting people in phyce rehabs,all to magical,a negative padt of r issues is i can only giv tid bits of advice.Each of r stories r way to fit to custmize r own experince, but through talking and conversing i think we can open up the whole of r experience,hit me up if u need to talk to someoneJust
I know the feeling too. I went two years straight in that condition. I just took my medication and talked to people and suffered. Can you talk to someone about what’s going on with you? Sometimes just being with someone you trust can help. I could tell my dad anything. He brought me back from the brink too many times to count. Even just bull shi**ing with some stranger on a suicide prevention hotline for an hour about life and your problems and your fears and hopes can help you. I’m sorry you have to go through this, I wish I could help.
**You have to @Kellie!
I hope by the time you read this–those things have passed.
much love to you OO