I feel like I never want to fall in love again.
Me and my ex broke up a little over two months ago and I’m still grieving. I admit it, it was not a healthy relationship. In fact, it was very toxic. But we had our good times too. Lots of them.
I hate nights like these, where I can’t stop thinking about the good times we had. I thought I was getting better, but it turns out I’m still grieving.
I can’t stop crying.
I’m sorry you’re sad. It’s ok to cry though. Eventually it will get easier.
I’m sorry you’re going through this.
@Tomasina @tera It’s alright. I guess it’s just part of life; getting your heart broken. It will get easier. The heart will heal. I know that by experience, but I just hate this feeling. 
Breaking up is hard,
And we always look at those relationships through rosy colored lenses when they end and we’re lonely.
I’m sure you made the right decision to split.
The heartbreak is just part of it,
Sorry you feel so bad,
But the pain does subside.
Stray strong, SplitMind, and keep posting if it helps. We’re here for you. We care. 
@anon54386108 Thank you for your kind comment. I really wonder why we glamourise our former relationships, especially when they end, even though they were very toxic…?
I hope the pain is gone, very soon.
@Tomasina Thank you so so so much. You’re so kind. 
It really warms my heart.
I think its part of evolution.
We’re meant to be in a group and multiply.
When you separate for any reason, good or bad, it hurts.
That is evolution’s way of making us stay close, I think.
I could be wrong,
But its never happened before…
That means a lot to me, SplitMind. You’ve touched my 
as well. 
Things will get better for both of us with a little time.
@anon54386108 Yeah, that must be it…! I hate having feelings. 
I know - my emotions send me on so many adventures sigh lol
@Tomasina I’m here if you ever need to talk to someone about what’s bothering you, or anything! It will get better indeed, we just have to wait. 
That’s so sweet, thank you, SplitMind. I really value your support and concern. I’m feeling a little better already. 
@Tomasina I’m feeling better already, too! Making a thread about this and getting support from all of you put a smile on my face instead of crying. :’)
Awesome! 
I’m sorry you’re going through sad times. You’re young, you’ll meet someone else. Be sure of it.
@Gina2 I guess… or I hope. But I don’t want to get hurt again either. But I guess that’s a risk we all have to take…
It will be fine. Thank you
I’m 20, ill since 17 and never had a serious relationship. I’m sad about not having an ex.
Well, actually the downward spiral really began at 14 but didn’t materialize into a full blown illness until 2014, at age 17.
I can see how youre sad about the good times being past. I’m sorry.
@Nomad I’m 18 and mentally ill since 12 so it has nothing to do with that. I’d say I’ve had one serious relationship in my entire life… but your time will come as well! Don’t worry about it.
A broken heart hurts as ■■■■ though, so be prepared! Lol.
It’s fine though, it will be fine. For you too.