I don’t know I’ve been on a dating site for two months max now and there I’m not really feeling capable of romantic love.
Maybe just pure sex but that would require alcohol which is not a good idea long term. And anyway sex on its own probably is not for me.
There is a man I like at work but that wouldn’t be a good idea. Plus I don’t feel myself around him.
Just rambling really I feel lonely.
I think I might be capable of it but just feel a little unworthy at this point in time for it
Sort your own personal issues out first - before you take on some bloke. Im not saying your crazy, but do you really want a man in your life thats gonna fart in bed in the morning and drink all your tea?
And drink all my tea lol 
Hahaa, Well coffee then. You know what i mean. 
I’m just so bored of waiting to be perfect. My issues are my weight n hair treatment.
That’s why I thought i would start searching now n just keep it WhatsApp til I feel comfy in my body.
I came across two guys so far.
I might do open relationships at least for a while
Honestly I used to have the best bf ever he was so needy like me, but also confident so not afraid to express it.
I lost him last year (he’s not dead we just ended it due to practical reasons)
I can’t get out of my bed or house and I live with my parents so its impossible. I need to improve my sz negative symptoms first. Someone here told me I shouldn’t date bcz I will make my wife depressed by always staying in bed, I guess its unfair for her.
Why do you need alcohol for sex? Sex is better without alcohol or drugs.
It relaxes me during sex
You feel anxiety? Social anxiety?
Yes ideally I want to end up not needing alcohol
You’re right Aziz
In the years pre-illness I came across 2 married women whom I liked, for different reasons.
The first one’s husband was cheating on her. But when she invited me over while he was away on a trip, I refused. Told her I would’ve hit her up had she been single, she replied we weren’t compatible and that was that.
The second one had a stable marriage but she was very energetic and wanted more sex. I took her out to lunch, during which I realized I couldn’t bring myself to sleep with a married woman. She felt disconsidered and said I didn’t know how to treat women. I paid for that lunch btw.
Conclusion: I am unable to get involved with married women. I am ok with less commitment ie casual relationships, but not if she has somebody else.
Sex for the sake of sex is pointless imo, but to each their own
Yea I would never go for a married man.
I love no commitment relationships which can end whenever and which don’t involve me or them getting too involved.
That’s my thing atm
I have a friend who has no strings attached relationships. She’s gotten 4 STD’s in the last two years. Be very careful!
Thanks for the concern, don’t worry I will be!!
Hiv is no f u k I n g joke
My dad used to warn me even at the age of 6 lol
I think hiv medication is also pretty horrible
In terms of side effects
Then there’s the fact that a cold can turn into pneumonia
Etc
I have a passion for healthy immune system
Hiv hijacks the immune system in a cheeky way.
I also dislike promiscuity. I once dated a girl who said I wouldn’t need a condom, but she still gave me an std… I am against open relationships but I accept casual, especially for people with MI. However, ideally both partners should get checked up for stds before becoming intimate.
Well, you are young still. I’ve been romantically involved two times in my lifetime and probably don’t need a third. Just recently I fell for a love scam on Facebook trying to get my bank account information. They made it seem like the relationship solved all my problems and we were going to get married…