Last night i had a dream that i died suddenly and unexpectedly from some unknown cause. I spent the entire dream walking around as a corpse and trying to figure out how i died. Nobody knew how and i was extremely distressed by it. I asked people questions and explained to them what i remembered from my last moments and they couldnt help me. I went to my own funeral and saw monks who ive known from my monastery trips who were praying over me and trying to figure out what my spiritual state was so they could say the right prayers. I went through phases of denial where i thought i was only dreaming, but seeing my own grave convinced me that i was actually dead. Then i woke up and realized it actually was just a dream.
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Sounds like average schizo stuff⁶m
Sounds pretty disturbing. Some dreams can mess you up the following day.
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Yeah ive been sad all day because of it. I dont want to die and leave other people in a state of uncertainty about me. It makes me want to be physically and mentally healthier.
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I think it was a highly symbolic dream. Yourself telling yourself dont die before you die. Live life while you are here and become better like you said. It will elevate your own life and of those around you.
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i like my sz dreams. they are sometimes fantastic. they have no meaning. i dream of another world wars among giants fantastic stuff.
Last night I dreamt there was a sealed bag of roaches on my couch and everyone was shouting to keep it shut.
I think is just you be lonely and in need for love and life…
The other day I was dreaming what size of coffin I fit in…
It’s bizare…
Nobody wants to die in vain
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I get voices all the time telling me I am dying and that I have tumors and cancers right through my body. They also tell me I am dead and in heaven.
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Disturbing illness 
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Sorry youre experiencing that. I have struggled a lot with the exact same thing, but lately i havent been hearing voices at all. I still see demonic faces everywhere though.
The dream made me want to be healthier just for the sake of other people. It was sad leaving everyone behind for no reason. I dont want people to worry about me. One of my friends recently told me to stop talking about my own death because it causes everyone else emotional distress and i felt guilty about that, even though i was trying to be sarcastic.
My dreams are mostly fun or strange. I get a lot of lucid ones where im aware im dreaming then i just do my own thing or change up the dream if i dont like it.
Or if i wake up i can go back to sleep and re-enter it.
It makes sense we have odd dreams because as someone who experiences psychosis we have very flexible states of conciousness
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You will eventually die. You were just reflecting on it subconsciously in sleep. You wanted to go out in peace and fellowship. So you structuralized that to be reality in your mind. Whether or not you know what happens when you die you will not be around to recognize it. You will be truth and therefore will not consider recognizing yourself. This is the journey that which we all travel upon endlessly and I only seek to say this to all.
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I am sorry that you hear so disturbing voices. I wonder why the voices are usually malevolous and against us. like i said in another thread once: When I went off the meds the voices got so many they would over impose one over the other in a clear chemical reaction generated pattern. So even thou the voices are terrible they are chemical reactions. Like it says in many songs, you gotta go to hell to be able to go to heaven. you gotta learn to lose in order to learn how to win. So, hang in there. you will get stronger over time.
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I know how i will die
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