LOL sorry, sometimes it does entrance you a bit.
hope you feel better,i agree that sometimes life is full of sh**t
hi gtx ⌠i was out of town 4weeks now i am back⌠what new happening with ur lifeâŚtc
@Hadeda I remember just recently you were saying you didnât like your medication Respiridone. If you go back on meds again you should try something else for a change, you might tolarate a different med better 
Risperidone can be a hard med to tolerate. So is invega for me. I hope you donât listen to your husband. My mother in law once tried to convince me to give up meds and get prayed over to fix the voices.
I donât mean to make light of your situation but hereâs a quote I like:
âWhen youâre going through hell, keep goingâ.
Winston Churchill.
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donât give upâŚyou are a beautiful personâŚthey are not evil spirts it is an illness.
bunny 
hugs.
your husband needs to read up on szâŚthis is not your fault, keep going.
remember there are help lines if you are feeling at all down.
take care 
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Agreed it is a mental illness. and i hated why my ex would âhumor meâ so to speak.
BUT i believe myself that is what i go though is real anyway. so maybe hubby is similar to you, and is ultimately trying to be supportive. sometimes praying to God (which is a new ritual for me) but sometimes that helps me feel like i have hope and that the âvoicesâ, âpeople reading my mindâ etc do not have a true spiritual hold on me and that my soul is safe no matter what they say. Hope this helps,
Blessings
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**Dear @Hadeda!
Sad to hear you say this. You know your husband is wrong.
Can you stay with your parents for a while-maybe take some walks on the beach? Maybe try a different med?
Hope you are feeling better by the time you read thisOO 
**
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Thank you guys for all your support. I went through a bad patch, feeling a little better, but there is some way to go before I am stable again. 
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get checked into a psych hospital, you need some rest and rfecuperation
Itâs going to happen to all of us at one time or another. Itâs part of life, especially with this disease. Iâm glad youâre feeling better.
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