There is to much problems in my life. I hate life it sucks. I can’t cope with everything and now my husband is saying my sz is caused by evil spirits. How the fk must I feel. I don’t want to be involved with evil spirits! Everything is going wrong. Life is too much. I had a really sh*t day. I don’t want to live anymore. Its too much. Fk life!!!
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Helen Keller said, When faced with a difficult situation, it’s best to go through it.
And it’s always hardest too, in my opinion.
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sorry 2 hear that …life is full of ups and down …so bad times should ends …
and hope fo good time…
I’m so sorry your hitting this bad patch. I wish things level out for you soon.
I can understand how angry your husband made you feel… I hope a chance to maybe go to the beach and have a talk with him will help.
I do hope you feel better soon.
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@Hadeda you might be feeling this way because recently you stopped taking your meds - are you back on the meds?
It will take some time for you to get back to some normalcy, I would call your pdoc and see what can be done medication wise.
I dont think that your husband is being helpful when he tells you that your mental illness was caused by Evil Spirits - I would educate him more on mental illness - have a talk with him and tell him that his words are worsening your condition - good communication is important in a marriage.
You will feel better once the meds start to kick in - in the meantime I would try to avoid stressful situations till the meds start to work again. Good luck to you - and Life is worth living!
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Hey @Hadeda , I recently went back on meds, and going back on meds is rough. I even made a thread about it.
http://forum.schizophrenia.com/t/going-back-on-meds-is-roughIt’ll take a few weeks for your body to readjust to meds.
Hang in there.
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Wow. That’s … ignorant. I am sorry you are not receiving the support you should be from your spouse. Are there local resources you can turn to for support instead? Perhaps a crisis line? You sound like you are entering crisis territory. Hoping you will pick up the phone and get some help.
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Dear Saadiqah, Don’t give up! Don’t ever give up!
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Keep hopeful hope u feel better soon
I have been battling severe depression for years. I take 150 milligrams of Zoloft a day…which reminds me! I need to go take my meds…
Don’t give up. You. Have to fight that feeling
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I say let it flow out, use reiki and do a simple washing of your body maybe? Then, listen to something cool while you do it.
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They come. You “wash” and become as they wanted you to be. It’s what they actually wanted.
Hell, if we do as they please we could even get them under control.
I don’t see what you mean exactly.
They come.
You do what they want.
They ease up.
An apparent concept and aditude, but certain demands of voices can really lead to psychosis. I try to work through but they were knocking me in the teeth with a hammer yesterday we were using to put up pictures. And teeth shattering pain was just racking my mouth. It really sucks, but the fact of the matter is this is our home field. This is our turf, and we don’t give in. We don’t recede and try to work things out or even acknowledge that they’re real no matter the pain. They’re cowards and I’m blind to them. I know I wouldn’t be as brave if I could see some of these people though.
That would really get me to realize things were bad, really really bad. But why not keep going? Why are you so quick to cow to a condition?
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If I listen to that too much I will go mad