I don't know why i'm still alive

I was supposed to be dead.

My slaughter went on for a month.

And then after i made it out it happened again, another month, should have been dead.

Made it out again.

Nowhere to turn and they began to force drugs on me.

Now dying once more.

The pain of a murder victim is great, it’s deep, it’s like that 4 a.m. kind of darkness you know. No light at all. And the pain of a torture victim is great as well, no light whatsoever.

Alright, i have to go lie to myself somemore about my life.

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Pan i feel like i am dead …!!! I know what u r feeling right now …Peace to u pan…!!!

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Smile and the World smiles.

A smile brings back a thousand smiles.

Don’t speak of it, for it will become a reality.

There you go three statements of reality that can help us in darkest of times.

But, in reality the reign of shadows can be too overwhelming…

My dear friends

drive the shadow and look at stars, will you?

Please do so.

Remember, you are everything

you are relatively everything

If you don’t exist, the World as you see and know ceases to exist.

So, you are everything

So please find light in darkness.

If You or I Die life will continue to go on

but, then as we are friends in our imaginary World

we would sadly miss each other

So snap out of it

Will you.

Stay alive

And live another day