somebody told me his paranoia was worse when he was angry,envious etc… probably they are connected yes… I feel like I am not a good person and probably this is a problem… I think less in the day, I feel lessmy brain in my head like it was before… did your illness made you mean at the time? I hope it will change one day 
Yes, it did make me mean towards my fiancé at the time and it took me a while to learn how to control my angry outbursts. You have to really want to change though. It wasn’t easy for me.
yeah I try to distract myself and to be more good in my thoughts… I was really mean and psychopathic towards everyone when I was at my worse… I still envy the people outside. for their lovers, for their health etc etc… this should change, its time. I am fed up of my madness |:)
It’s a long process, but with time we can change our thinking quite a lot.
I do too. But a little envy can be a good thing, right? Means you have wishes and goals. We should allow ourselves to feel envious, we just have to be careful so we don’t get trapped in it.
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