I don’t I don’t I don’t

I don’t want this anymore. I can’t do it anymore like this. I don’t feel comfortable in my body or right in my mind.

I know everyone is thinking badly of me. And that’s fully merited.

I signed up for a class tomorrow but I just can’t go! But I will disappoint people if I don’t go! I am ■■■■■■.

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Are you on meds @anon90992146?
If I were you I’d go to the ER

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Yep. I am taking my meds. I don’t get it.

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Call your doctor
Did you do this?

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No I have not. I see my dr in 4 days though. But it’s a new dr so I’m reluctant to call. I don’t know why. I don’t want her to react poorly I guess?? So I’m trying to grin and bear it.

No if you are feeling that bad then I would call
Don’t worry about what they think

Worry about your mental health

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Get help for yourself, you are an amazing person, I like getting your feedback

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Nobody ever wants this illness.

You can get what you want with this illness, it is not impossible.

I felt exactly the same way and a change to medication (either adding another in a combo, or dosage adjustments) stopped me from feeling and thinking that way.

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man, you sound bad…i would go see my pdoc as soon as I could…please do this for yourself. be honest with your pdoc. fix the problem…it’s the meds.

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It sounds like your going through a lot maybe your best bet is to go to the ER if you can’t see the doctor soon

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No I’m not and most likely nobody here is either and if they do that’s a THEM thing and it’s there loss you really are a good person i know I just posted but i thought about it more and I think you need reassurance that you ARE a good person

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Lucky I like you and I don’t think badly about you.
If you can then please find corage to attend the class:
Some days we must confront our fears to win the battles.:purple_heart:

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Really good advice given, yes we have to pass through something in order to move forward through it, as in the long run it’s a defining moment in taking that first step forward to conquering our internal working model or bias position or outlook, it can be altered as your condition is proof of that, work towards being focused and not giving your power over to the other side, keep it with you, as they do not matter, they are just background.

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