I had a long talk with the administrator/owner today and she gave me 2 options, either I move out within 30 days, or I go to the hospital tomorrow. She was more caring than she was trying to be controlling, but I am not thrilled with the outcome. There are some good things that are going to come out of it, I am going to have a surgical consult for my back and they are going to do the ultra sound that was supposed to be done at my doctors office tomorrow for the lumps in my back. She also promised I would not go without my pain killers, now that I find hard to believe, but last time I waited in agony for 2 days with nothing for pain. But I am putting my trust in her.
The voices are trying to get me to run away, she made me promise would not go anywhere. I am listening to these voices, I referred to them as the voice of the devil to her because only the devil would try to make me swallow a razor. I do not know my way around here, so if I ran away, god only knows where I would wind up. Please, all my friends here, pray for me, pray for a med that will take away or at least make better these awful voices.
The option is a regular hospital, or pshych hospital with regular hospital visits?
Thank your lucky stars if you can afford either.
What are you waiting for?
Please do not hurt yourself. I wish you the best, I trust psychiatrists and clinical psychologists, you are in good hands. I know how it feels to have voices giving commands. Whatever you do, do not hurt yourself, it would hurt everyone who knows you. Keep us updated on how you are doing, and get well soon!
There is hope, there are so many medications and combinations of medications. Do not forget that this doesn’t have to be the way things will always be. You can get better, it is possible.
Please take care of yourself @Kittycat! I wish you well at the Hospital - Please do not hurt yourself! Life is precious and so are you.
Come back and tell us how you are doing - I am sure that you will feel better. I will be praying for you
**Prayers @Kittycat!! **
Good luck @Kittycat I hope you can get your physical health taken seriously. I’m hoping the best for you and I’m rooting for you.
I hope you feel better and heal soon.
My doctor always tells me the voices are lying! Don’t do what they want.
In Hospital they can take care of your back and maybe adjust your meds to help with that noise.
Hope you get better soon. Meowwwwwwwww