Struggling hard now and can’t find answer in google. Voices are telling me to drink alcohol and slit my wrists or overdoes. Aside from the voices I don’t feel like anyone or anything is real. And if it is real then none of it ■■■■■■■ mattesr. For once I’m siding with them and my heart is beating fast because something’s gunna happening to me. How do I stop being psychot should I bother with it with any of this. It means nothing. We all mean nothing.
stop! just stop! get on the phone and call 911 or whatever your emergency number is, right now please
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You need to go to the hospital.
Everything is real,
You can feel it again,
But right now you need help.
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I’m trapped here leaf. I don’t have access to any that will hurt me. But they won’t shut up. They’re just talking and talking and yelling and I can’t hear myself
I agree that the hospital is a good place if you can’t feel reality right now. Go get help, and beat this episode before it really hurts you.
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you have your phone, please call 911, I really want you to, please I feel very strongly about this. It’s the right thing to do right now. This is the best for you right now, oK?
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It’s a game and I’m stuck here. I keep losing. But I can never leave or quit because energy is not ever created or destroyed. I just keep coming back to this and I’m so tired but it doesn’t matter
We’re all just particles pretending to mean something but none of it really means anything outside of there. Assuming the solipsism is true and it is if you think it because money is too.
never mind the solipsism, is there someone there with you? can you maybe get someone to come stay with you?
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You gotta have a way to get in contact with someone. Like a phone which you should have one. Or a car to drive to the emergency room. Please don’t do anything to hurt yourself. You need help like right meow! I hope you feel better soon but please for us be safe and sound okay? We care about you very much and a lot of people can agree with me. This is a big tight community! 
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What happened, @Bittercat? Are you okay?
It sounds like you’re having an existential crisis. I’ve been going through this some but do feel there is meaning but some days I do have trouble seeing the point. Just hang in, you’ll have better days when meaningful things happen and it all makes more sense, this will pass.
Are you ok? Do you have anybody you can talk to to help ground you?
Tell them voices to buzz off, because it all does matter. Time to take a check-list of all the BS they tell you, and remind yourself that you are the only real one that matters.
If the game goes on, try something different this time, try focusing on how many hairs are on your bathroom floor when using a flashlight in the dark.
It don’t matter really, so why not?
Report back in the afternoon after you get some sleep, because why not? It won’t change anything in the long run- you can deal with all of that later- but for now, it won’t hurt either, and when you wake ip, you will see with fresh eyes.
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Call 911 right now. Tell the police what you just told us. Right now!
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I’m bad again too. Thinking things I don’t want to. Need help. Hate my intrusive thoughts. Hope these thoughts pass.
I really hope you’ve gone and gotten help Bittercat. If not, I agree you need to either call 911 or go to the hospital.
How are you @see121 ?
I feel bad too. voices are mean. and all are meaningless.
The voices used to say to me, “Eat sh*t.” Now that’s not very good is it?
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