So I am sorry for yesterday, sorry nick77 too… Yeah, I guess its not nice to have my illness. But in the day, I started to feel less irritability. I speak a bit more with more easiness, I pay efforts to remain positive too. I am a bit ashamed now of myself, I showed my worst here. I think my meds are helping me to continue making efforts, so yeap, we need them. I am starting to get sad once again in the evenings, plus to live in my own head, but I have hope now.
Thanks for still supporting me.
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Was up darling @Anna1…!!! Whats new in ur life…!!!
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Hi far! Well, nothing really new, but I am discovering a bit more calm now wow. Sometimes I am still too sad, but I find that the meds are slowly working. Yeap, it took me years to recover and I have still a bit of road in front of me, but meds are working yes. I see it when I speak with my mom wow 
. I clean my house sometimes, that’s all I do. I am also wondering what kind of state is mine, why its not per episodes but chronical. But I guess its the case for a lot of people… Ill try to see one friend of mine tomorrow at my house. I didn’t see her since years, she had a kid for this time wow. I cant go out a lot still but its ok at my house.
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Don’t worry, our emotions are blunted…
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I am glad u are feeling great…!!!
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Yeah, its strange. I dont remember when i was feeling fine for the last time ouch… so only the zyprexa works on me for the moment, without a lot side effects… i should have kept this since my start on aps, but my doc was looking for something better, which didnt happen. I came back on zyprexa and depakote after 7 years wow. And the docs say now just to be patient and to fight yeap. Otherwise, is it also a common form to have it chronical? Its strange for me this… i dont have sharp episodes, just chronical…
And you far, do you go out? Otherwise we have one climber who died on shisha pangma those days… he was famous here apparently… is this in nepal?
Kisses people
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