sorry for all my rants about how i get really angry a lot and talking about wanting to kill myself and saying crazy stuff i am just really having a hard time finding the right med because the one i was on before was working really well but it made me gain way too much weight and i got raised cholesterol, the one i am on now i think is making my mood problems worse and messing with my heart and sleep so i am going to ask to switch on Thursday i am really hoping abilify works well for me and i might be feeling bad in a few days from withdrawal from switching meds but if abilify works and the side effects aren’t bad i will be happy and hopefully i will feel normal i will post about how things are going
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No need to be sorry. When I was younger (I’m 53) I had bad side effects from APs, also. I was aggressive and talking about suicide.
I’m glad you’re starting to feel better 
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Was it Zyprexa that caused the weight gain? Just curious. Sorry, you probably mentioned it in another thread, but I don’t read all the threads and my memory sucks anyway. I hope the Abilify does better for you. It’s been a good drug for me, with the only side effect I’ve experienced from it being decreased libido, but a small price to pay to have my symptoms mostly in check. I hope things get better for you soon! 
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yes it was Zyprexa that caused the weight gain
I just pretending that I’m a bodybuilder bulking up before I cut for competition. I’m gonna be HUGE !!! Chicks are gonna be like who’s that guy as I walk down the street. And I’ll have tons of friends cause people want protection and the rest are just scared of me. No joke I still got my squat rack from highschool.
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no need to apologize… we all hit ruff patches… and it is nice to have support and a laugh if possible…
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I am sorry :3 I totally understand as I have the same problem.
Hope you recover quickly soon and find a good balance. Once you are sane, you can work out almost everything.
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I have had the same struggles as you, unable to find the right med, unable to tolerate my symptoms off meds. I wish that both of us find luck with what we try next.
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we will, you will have good results with the med u start and so will i, i believe everything will work out
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