I don’t know how to carry on ■■■■. No one is after me. I am hearing things. I’m sick. Head cold. I told you I apologized to those crisis people. I’m tired of myself. I want to sit on the side of a mountain in peace.
A voice said I’m sorry. Why? Because I’m going to be cursed at and yelled at the rest of my life. That’s no ■■■■■■■ life.
Ease this condition for yourself, clozapine is the only opium like AP I know and it helps alot, maybe it doesn’t relate to your condition but it came to my mind,