I’m not really talking about an apocalypse or big event ending everything. I’m sure it will happen more slowly and subtly, but things are ending and nothing is sustainable.
I’m very interested in computer programming and software design, but I feel as if I should abandon any such interests because the end is approaching and all technology will become obsolete/nonfunctioning. I’m good with bicycles, but the roads will begin to deteriorate. Everything that I’m interested in or have a talent for is going to be useless soon. How do I spend my time correctly to prepare for this decline? Will I die when this happens? If so, does it matter what I do now or should I focus on religion to make peace with impending demise? I am going to die anyway so is it the death of the human race that is troubling me?
I am thinking about this all the time and feel like I cannot do anything correctly to prepare myself for what is to come.