Is very difficult for me, very difficult.
There is huge pressure on me all the time.
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If you want to die you need to go to the hospital.
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The hospital won’t cure me @LED !
You know this full well!
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There’s no cure. You know this. You need to take care of yourself and going to the hospital when you’re suicidal is part of that.
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Better take medication like me…!!!
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Please get help and stay safe 
️ I hope you can find a way to get through this
I would hang in there. This feeling will pass. I feel like dying sometimes too and remind myself of the good times. Maybe think about how you could so someone a huge favor of doing something good.
You made good contributions to the site and look forward how you take the pressure of you.
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The title doesn’t sound too good… weird
I understand you. I feel same. Also i am paranoid and i think everybody is making fun of me. I am suffering a lot. I am scared.
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chess did you see that kate spade committed suicide? there are probably people jealous of you just like her. all that to live for that everyone else sees. and look at that woman who feels sad like you, she idolizes angelina jolie, she’s probably a pretty great person too.
There’s only one reality that exists, and that is yours. When an individual dies, that person’s world is gone. And there’s no bringing it back.
I tried OD once and afterward realized it was the stupidest thing I’d ever done.
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Sorry about that @Chess24 please live, you are my dear friend, I’m sending you all my love.
I dont idealize Angelina Jolie its just a f pic i like. I have right to like pics and that doesnt get me into a person for making fun of
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@Chess24 You keep having wild mood swings!
You go from wanting to die to loving everyone!
You need to be on medication, preferably a mood stabilizer.
Get help now!
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I did nothing to you. I am a human behimd the computer i have feelings
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I agree with @Wave, your moods seem to swing a lot.
I know you say you feel better now that you exercise, but you’re only postponing the symptoms. They’re clearly still there, and exercising won’t cure them.
you NEED medications, like most/all of us do, and you NEED to be in regular touch with a psychiatrist or nurse.
Please seek help before you give yourself permanent brain damage.
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Please take at least a minimal dose of antipsychotics, to take the edge off of your positive symptoms.
If you are in imminent danger of suicide, go to the hospital now. Otherwise, I think this is a clear sign that exercise alone isn’t cutting it. You need medical intervention for these swings. This isn’t something you can just control with diet and exercise, unfortunately.
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I agree with everybody else, @Chess24. If you feel like dying, and you have a suicide plan, you need to call your pdoc and go to the nearest emergency room of a hospital. We don’t want to lose you. You are a valuable member of our forum, @Chess24.
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@Chess24 we love you dearly.
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