He wanted a fling

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It just occurred to me I have reduced the antipsychotic I might be a little manic

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My sisterā€™s friend in her late 20ā€™s met a guy in a Bar in Scotland. She then brought him back to Canada. He gave her a severe STD and sheā€™s unable to have children now because of it.

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I had my first sex when I was manic too. It was with an old childhood friend. I didnā€™t love him, and he didnā€™t love me, but I trusted him to keep me safe and make it enjoyable for me. I chose him because I knew he had a lot of sex and knew what he was doing,

Then again, after having sex with him I decided I must be gay, so take what you will from that. I donā€™t regret it though. It was a good first experience that isnā€™t marred by unnecessary drama.

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He couldnā€™t have been much of a ā€˜Don Juanā€™ if he almost turned you gay after your first time having sex.

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I donā€™t know this guy met him on Sunday I told my family about him they kicked some sense into me.

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No, he was fine. It wasnā€™t amazing or anything, but he did okay. I just had a lot of weirdly negative feelings that at the time I thought was just me rejecting straight sex. I later realized it was PTSD. Once I dealt with that, sex got a lot better. Nowadays, I tend to go through cycles. Some days I think of myself as mostly straight, and some days Iā€™m mostly gay. Fiance and I make it work. On my gayer days, we just watch lesbian porn together.

Ish, Iā€™m glad your family got to you. You donā€™t seem like the personality type who would enjoy a fling.