I don’t feel safe everyone around me is playing with me good and bad I can’t wait to wake up and be normal again, worst part is can’t sleep so I have to digest all this in, I last had one February man it sucks
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Do you have an appointment to get your meds adjusted?
Any sleeping meds available? Try getting lost in a book. That tends to quiet my voices and delusions 99% of the time.
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Yeah I didn’t realise I had it thank you I can have a peace of mind and no I don’t do books I got sleeping tabs but they’re for my holiday, I’ll be alright, ty :’)
Psychosis is really difficult insomnia also. I hope you feel better soon. Are you on an adequate dose of your drug. You may need to talk to your doctor about that. Also avoid stressful situations they usually precipitate psychotic episodes take care of yourself
You should be saying that to me too huh?
What do you mean?
I was joking, I have insomnia too.
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Oh!!! I wish you the best
I’m in alot of psychotic modes throughout the day but have the discipline not to lose it. Sometimes I come on the site like these folks to get help. Honestly, I believe I’m a targeted indivudual and have been under attack since 2008. They branded me a schizophrenic in 2008, so I sometimes tell people who I have been told I am. I don’t think that things have gotten better just more bull headed and more at a stand still than ever.
I guess years of torture just doesn’t work on me? I dunno, but I have the hardest time falling asleep sometimes. And sometimes I’d rather just stay in bed I’m sure you’ve been there.
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As for you I say you better not lose your cool over some bitches man. I’m trying to tell you that this is it, it won’t get better so you have to muster up the will to ignore those wenches and get on top of your game. As snoop dogg says, (you gotsta keep yo grip). Grip hard, and try to get through all the games and if they force themselves onto you just knock them out. Plain put, no one should be abused.
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Yeah I have definitely been there. Sometimes I feel like my whole world has been turned upside down and I feel like I just want it to end. I use to wish I never existed and just lay down in bed unable to sleep or do anything else. Thankfully the anti depressant I’m on really helped me. Are you on any anti depressants or are you only in anti psychotic. I’m on both
It might be worthwhile taking one sleeping tablet if you’re having insomnia now or you need to get to sleep.
When’s your next appointment with the doctor?
I’m on both and an injectable…doesn’t change the symptoms it changes me. I’ve been targeted through and through and the things I did in the military were pretty intense. I just wish I could have peace of mind while taking these sedating and confusing medicines. I’ve had EVERYTHING thrown at me. And I went to the er recently for chest pain trying to find out if I was having a heart attack, I don’t have heart disease but they clearly marked anxiety on my er report. I’m sick of the run around at the va, they do below the bare minimum because they know they’ll never be sued or fired. They just play mad games at the veterans administration and veterans have died trying to get care there. Like lots of them, and there’s no excuse for the abuse and the negligence they have occupying their office.
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Wow you’re a soldier!! That’s great. You are really brave. I feel bad that they have been targeting you a lot
I served 82nd airborne paratroopers, nmcb 25 combat builders, and active duty marines. So my hallucinations throw alot out at me let’s just say. They’re out to make a man suffer let’s say.
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Sleep is very important…you need it to function…I too suffer from lack of sleep…everything is worse without sleep…so go to sleep. …
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And you!!!
YOU!!!
Get a punching bag and hit it. I’m going to get one soon and a kung fu dummy too. I’m down to see you fight this one out and you’re the supermanslice so you have to get down and front on your ground. Get the illness, beat it up. Come out with some great workouts, and soon enough you’ll be so ripped they’ll know you’re crazy!
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