Ive been in love twice its a bother makes me do stupid $#!^
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āAbstract loveā what a concept Im intrigued.
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Yeah, it always just hurts meā¦but for some reason I keep looking for it again. The one time it was requited, then broken, I completely went insane.
Stillā¦just learning that I was lovable until my diagnosis is on the table really changed my outlook. For the better, because if you have a dx but also a high status job, the dx doesnt matter.
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I was in love with a psychopath, it was an illusion.
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Yes, a few times. Sometimes I think Iām still in love with my ex-wife; we split in 2008, havenāt seen her since early 2009. We still text a little, but thatās it. I also loved my ex-gf, relationship ended over a year ago. She wasnāt very good to me, though, and I got over her quickly; I ended that one.
I hope to find love again, but I know it is not likely. Not many stable women would go for me, once they learn of my diagnosis. 
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Iāve been in-love three times. Once with a poet/musician who was so talented but so lost. The last time I saw him, he was shaking and his eyes were rolling back in his head as he was accusing me of being a Satan worshipper and a witchā¦ I never saw him after that. The second was the man that God told me to marry. He was my destiny so I could overlook the fact that he raped me before we got married. After we got married he was abusive in just about every way someone can be abusive. I got pregnant and had his son. I thought it was all Godās will, until I realized it couldnāt be Godās will for my innocent son to grow up with this monster. We got divorced.
And many years later, I love the man Iām married to now. There are many non-spiritual and normal reasons that I love him. (So refreshing) But the greatest thing about this love is that he doesnāt want to hurt me. And even when Iām angry with him, I donāt want to hurt him. Revelation. 
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I always feel like Iām in love even though Iām not. It really sux
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Iām in love a lot. usually donāt show or act on it. gets me in trouble.
Yes, I fell in love exactly 3 times.
1st girl did not love me back. In fact thought me a freak and even told me so outright.
2nd girlā¦ Well, my relationship with her was torn apart by distance and my illness, most of all.
3rd girlā¦ She was a sociopath, and never really loved or cared about me. Played with me like a thing. I am still in the process of getting over her.
Suffice to say, I am very, very disillusioned with love.
And I had always thought the romantic sort of love was the one thing that could save me from myself.
I had thought very wrong.
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Yes 1st - Highschool sweet-heart I had an emotional break about age 9 2nd - Spiritual 3rd Me
Iāve convinced myself I have been but in retrospect not so ssure
Once - only from a distance. I loved watching him like a mother would watch a son growing up. I really missed that when he was gone.
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wellā¦the mystery guy told me je tāaime but I think if I am not mistaken - he watches the Pony cartoon show? Hahaha I wanna kill myself.
He is so freakin hot but so freakin creepy. can not decide if I am maybe creepy too? Who knows.
Think if you like someone - their character and stuff - it is similar to being in love =)
I thought I knew what love was with my highschool sweetheart, but it was a very abusive relationshipā¦ and how could that be love? The love I want to feel is Godās love, but I donāt even know how to feel that cause I donāt know how love feelsā¦ my parents love me, my friends love meā¦ but I feel blank towards themā¦ I have to love them, I know it, but I donāt know how it feels, it just isā¦
Iāve thought I was in love with some women sometimes but I was probably wrong.
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Sounds like an A.N.T.
Who, me?..
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There is a whole group of those āMy Little Ponyā worshipers, ā¦and they are men.
They call themselves "Bronies"
Yeah.
Read it and weep.
or laugh yourself silly.
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Ah yes, the forbidden love of a man and his goat.
I was hiking alone in the mountains in my younger days.Then I saw her. The lovely white princess barely visible through an early morning think fog. Our eyes met. The attraction was immediate and powerful and unmistakable. I greeted her with a husky low voice trying to control my passion. Her long white matted hair, was blowing in the breeze, her four legs were shapely and beautiful.
I said softly, āMy darling, my name is 77nick77 but my friends just call me 77. She said in response, NNhhhhā, nnhhhhā. We consummated our love right then and there. We swore we would never leave each other for eternity. But alas, life is cruel. Her habitat was devoid of vegetation and her physical hunger forced her to move onto greener pastures. We never saw each other again but we have the memories of true love, a love that was pure and untainted. And now, every time I pass a farm when Iām driving and see goats it sends an ache through my schizophrenic heart.
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love between a man and a goat.
no doubt whoās dominant in that relationshipā¦ lol lol lol
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