just venting, but I’m getting frustrated because everytime I realize that I’ve been going completely mad, and that those things online that I thought were about me are simply delusions of reference I then think about all the horrible mean crap I said to people, and how I can never take those words back. It makes me go back into the loop of believing “no, they hurt me! I have every right to be mean to them, look at what they posted online about me”. Then I stop taking my oral meds and it just goes round and round…very tiring and frustrating because it’s been going on like this for the entire year. I’m even staying away from drugs and alcohol (last used alcohol oct 5). I’m just venting. I need to try harder to just take my meds even if I lose insight momentarily/or for the day, I should just take the meds and see how I feel about everything the next day. So impulsive, bleh.
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Can you get the shot instead of taking pills so you don’t have to be in the mood to take it?
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I did get invega shot 150 mg but i guess it takes about 10-12 weeks to work. im on week 5 or 6. I just need to be more patient. its just hard because i really get sucked into my delusions. (i have oral zyprexa, which is the one thats hit or miss regarding taking it).
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I hope it helps
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