I broke my brain. I went off clozaril cold turkey 6 months ago. Am on high doses of three APs now and am still bonkers.
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Sometimes it takes a adjustment to your meds to tweak it. You should tell your doctor.
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Ive been on one of the APs for 3 months. The other two only for 2-3 weeks. So there is still hope, im just worried. And i told my pdoc and he said he doesnt think the symptoms im experiencing will go away.
Even if what i think reality is isnt a delusion, its still beautiful. I just wish my brain would stop connecting dots in what people say. Hints are being dropped every interaction i have. People say something, at face value it means this, but if you think about it its clear they were confirming my ‘delusions’.
I have a lot of realities, some contradict.
but no matter what reality im in, even the one that is described as normal, im still delusional. I grieve my sanity. How easy i use to have it.
You can still text in the forum and don’t sound confused at all. Sz is not for the faint hearted.
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Thanks for saying that. Was worried about how i come across lately. Most of the day is good actually, i should be grateful for that. Maybe the medication is starting to work as the last couple days have only been intense for the last few hours of the day.
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Leave it to the doctors. When you would be dangerous to the public you would be in jail or locked ward. You are not authority.
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Yah. when you get tired it is a little stressful. But you sound fine- not bonkers. Just part of your mind is affected but a good portion is doing and sounding well. If the meds are working then you should be doing better shortly. It sounds like you have a handle on what you mind is up to, so you can keep on track. I can tell you are putting in a lot of effort, but it does take effort to maintain. I bet that was a big, bad reaction you had to cold turkey, Clozaril so the have you on meds to compensate. Good luck, I’ll pray for you now.
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Why did you stop clozapine?
Honestly I should’ve stayed on it. I was on clozaril, invega injection, and dexedrine. Despite a high dose of dexedrine i was sleeping 12+ hours a day and no amount of coffee could get me going.
Should have tried modafinil
But no don’t you realize a schizophrenic can’t be one on here?
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bu, bu, but alittle correction makes us try harder…
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