Good morning folks

i woke up this morning with (as usual) all paranoid ideas, and then i started to push them away for the love of the feeling of being loved that i have without those ideas that everyone normal is sinister etc.

not only sinister but sadistic!!

i hope i return kind with kindness. my mom has been kind in lots of ways to me and sometimes i only remember the things that were too hard for me to take…

judy

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Good morning judy. Hope your day turns for the best

Good afternoon Judy. Stay strong.

good evening @ifeelblessed,

hi. it’s the middle of the night now. sleep tight!!

judy

I normally try to find something people would consider positive in things that happen to me that they would consider negative. For example my mom may have sold the place her and my step dad and sister lived in with me at the time out from under us with little warning, but it forced me to finally act on how I knew I needed to get out of Salem, IL ASAP and so she forced me to make one of the best decisions of my life moving to Montana because I probably was never going to do it if I just kept getting to live there.

I wish it had been under less stressful circumstances but that’s like 10 years ago and the negative aspect of it no longer is applicable to me.

that’s true positive thinking and don’t you find that the opposite is disabling while positive thinking is enabling.

I agree with you 100%.

judy

Well as I was writing in a post I just made, I have been happy before until tragedy happened for me last year but I’m probably getting there again but I’ve always believed the world is hell but I was still happy with life. I think it’s more people need to focus on what is positive for them and when negative things happen accept them as valid and get mad or whatever over it then let it go and move on.