That people can read my mind. Is cool, is cool. Doesn’t bother me much today but the evidence that people know all about my thoughts feelings and emotions is getting clearer by the day. Meds just make it easier to play along.
Dont understand why, but i just hope its to make me grow and not ultimately a malicious act (the act being reading my mind and constantly dropping hints about it).
Schizzing everywhere lately.
I asked my sister if i have better thoughts will the suffering end? She said yes.
I told my father i had an experience where i died and after i blinked slowly i realized death doesn’t exist and everyone but me was omniscient and made up something called life (the biggest delusion ever) to make me learn and grow. To realize the reality of things. He replied by saying that is what is going on.
The list of evidence goes on. If i had a brain worth its weight I would have accepted this long ago.
Hey @anon99233869. Take care of yourself. You sound like your delusions are getting out of control. I don’t mean that as an offense, I’m just worried about you. Please talk to your doctor(s). Maybe you aren’t on the right med(s) or maybe you just aren’t adjusted to them yet. Keep us updated. We care about you.
Not offended, no worries there. I know no one will tell me or confirm in a crystal clear way that they can hear my thoughts, atleast for now that is. All people do for now is make hints. I probably need to just have better thoughts and be a better person, then ill get some answers. Hopefully anyway. Could all be malicious in nature, but in hoping for a glass half full outcome.
I think you might be blaming yourself about an event where someone unintentionally hurt you. It still hurt but don’t try to find a reason. It was just an accident, I’m sure. It’s only natural to want to make sense of our pain so we can avoid it happening again. But in the case of an accident, it likely will never happen again. That’s good news.
Keep us updated. We care about you.
