People think they can read and see my intrusive thoughts been yelled at threatened for them. They think I said the n word to their son but I never did, The lady said shes been watching me for 5 hours. Don’t want them to see my thoughts and hear them like it is on a monitor. Don’t have any privacy! Need help please don’t want things to get worse. Miss my old brain. Should I get my brain checked?! I’m not a pervert or a racist please help me! Losing my sanity.
Take a deep breath, mate. Step back, this sounds like paranoia. Get in contact with your pdoc asap.
Relax, see121. They can not read or sensor your mind. You had this feeling they could but this is not true. You need to see your Pdoc and increase the dose of your meds.
Hi Sharp and Green this has really been going on with me. They can manipulate my body based on a whim and they hate and misunderstand me, they see and hear my thoughts which has been destroyed by them looking into me. If they leave me alone I would get better but they don’t understand that.
Are you on any medications?
This is a typical delusion. When I was in a relapse 4 years ago I had similar feelings. I thought other people were able to kill me by staring at me. I believed their eyes had power. Now I am on medication and realized how ill-minded I were at that time.
A people who have been abused and rejected learn to expect bad treatment from others even when it isn’t there. She is thinking of someone else about something else that happened at another time. It has nothing to do with you. I used to get the delusion that the tv was talking especially to me. It’s the same idea. She is not thinking of you any more than the tv is. She just doesn’t know it.
Definitely seek medical help. We’re all here for you as you stabilize!