I discovered I was gay in the 12th grade of high school. The last time I had sex was 10 years ago when I was 46. Since I started taking Risperdal the desire for sex is gone, and I’m happy about that. Today I will still turn my head and look if a cute guy is walking down the street, but that’s all I do.
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I don’t care about sex much anymore either. I’d be happy with no sex, but I’d like to find a good boyfriend/husband eventually. Not now though. Do you see a boyfriend or husband in your future?
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Meh I’m gonna be gay this weekend
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Sorry about your mom.
Felt I had to say that, hope it’s not rude.
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Hallaaariouse… Thats was how I felt reading that.
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I know how I used to be prior to SZ. Everything used to be hi-speed & I was full of energy. Now, everything is slowed down but more vivid & beautiful to be alive.
I still feel like I have a fair amount to sort out before I break my vow of celibacy. I’ve become monastic & feel I have much to reap in a life beyond this one. I just have to stay patient. I’m not homosexual, but I do have transexual(s) in my conscious history and those were actually very good times. I actually felt “love” for the entire person, not just a few things.
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I’m 56, and I turn my head to look at pretty girls, but that’s all I do. I think some of the women at the assisted living center where I live are frustrated with me. Maybe I should oblige them, but I’d better wear a condom. One time when I was taking up with this girl some years back the nurse called me over and wordlessly gave me a handful of condoms.
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JOEY DOESN’T SHARE FOOD
I’m not gay but sill appreciate an attractive person regardless of male or female. But I myself am repulsed at the idea of sexual attraction to men. That’s just my orientation.
I’m not gay, but I can appreciate beauty when I see it.
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that is what i look like right now… !?! 
that is my day ruined !?!
take care 
sorry your mum is ill…but that is what makes you a very kind and exceptional person 
take care
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Well I had a lover back in 84 and we broke up in 94. He came down with hiv in 87 and got romantically involved with another hiv man. I really don’t see another bf husband in the future. I’m nearly 60 years old and there aren’t any available men here in Little Rock, AR where I live, and I plan on dying here. Good luck to you if you ever decide to look for one.
I sympathize with you dealing with your terminally ill mother. When grandfather was dying back in 82 it was a strain on the whole family. We finally got a visiting nurse to sit with him at night so we could get some sleep. All of us had jobs at that time and were taking turns watching him.
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Two man having sex…is soooo adorably hot for me! 
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Thanks. Sounds like you’ve had a tough life. Wish you the best!
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