I smoke too much.
so does Phil.
hope if I don’t die I wont be a burden on anyone.
I smoke too much.
so does Phil.
hope if I don’t die I wont be a burden on anyone.
Have you ever wanted to give up smoking? I stopped smoking five years ago, one of the best choices I have made.
yeah, good for you.
I’ve quit many times. the longest was over 5 years.
Phil says I let myself go. I don’t know.
Smokes sucks.i quit ten years ago.i also quit coffee lately(since 1 month) i used to not crave smoke much but i desperately want to drink coffee lately.
I’m getting a scan on Monday to check for blood vessel abnormalities in my brain. Cos lots of stroke runs in my family. Plus I have pulsatile tinnitus.
ohhh goodness, is it an MRI?
I didn’t realize after I had one in 2010 that I have clastafobria.
Yea it’s similar. It’s a ct angio so they will inject a contrast dye into my blood.
Yea it’s like being in a coffin. Sort of
well, best wishes. hope nothing major.
when I was in there, I closed my eyes and prayed constantly to God or anyone.
it seemed long.
I want to be murdered.
hopefully short and swift, right
Idk, all my online presence. nobody’s come to kill me yet.
Is that so you can prove you are alive before you die?
I don’t know how i going to die. God gives life and takes life, and when god don’t want me to smoke i wouldn’t.
Hopefully just a peaceful sleep situation
I reckon for me it will stomach cancer. Lymphoma as I have eaten gluten nearly all my life and it turns out I am a coeliac.
I’m off it now, but decades of gluten increases the chance of lymphoma for coeliacs, I’m afraid.
I’m still not sure if I want one of those deaths where I get like a year’s notice or just a sudden death. I kind of like the idea of knowing I might only have a year left to live instead of all of a sudden dying. Idk
it’s not even funny though
cuz I was having heart failure from propranolol. thought I might die in my sleep.
we mentally ill don’t live to see 80.
If I die I’ll be proving what I’ve been saying all along.
I thought for you it was the opposite. Didn’t you question your own existence and by dying you prove you were alive the whole time and now (stab, stab) it is all over?
I’m worth quite a bit dead.
my family, I’ve already told, should do a FOIA request.
and no idea if my daughter makes my writing famous.
You’re right, @Daze but smoking is nice for me