I always thought that I would die in a plane crash as I used to dream that a lot. Seems statistically unlikely though.
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yeah. plane travel, and on vacation, and pilots inviting my kids into the cock pit and putting the hat on them.
ummm, ok that’s about enough. I don’t want them pushing buttons and bringing us down.
ha.
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i dont want to think about it,
hopefully it wont be slow and painful
2 years. how ya doing?
yeah the worst in family, it takes 8 days on your bed to die.
oh fu-ck.
I’m not sure the devil will ever allow me to die. My life simply provides sacramental expression of my non-existence. I use the word death very loosely. I came into this world stillborn. I’m very depressed at the moment. Sorry @Daze for misusing your thread.
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id rather live
illness isnt too bad anymore so im just wanting to make the best of it
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concentrate on living id say sek
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I am saddened to hear of your current predicament.
It seems your intellectualisation has taken you down a horrible path.
Have you read Alan Watts’ take on philosophy? I love reading his books. It seems his path to enlightenment is a much happier path to take philosophically, or even Krishnamurti’s books.
Living in the present, the past is dead and the future is a lie philosophy seems to be much more rewarding to me.
Anyway, I hope your depressed state passes soon. Good luck buddy! 
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To diagnose a stroke, you will absolutely need a CT and/or MRI. I had both. And the angio. I’m a stroke survivor. I was not “stroke age”, but it still happened. I have mostly recovered through years of physical and speech therapy. Strokes often don’t kill you.
I’ve assumed for a long time that I would die by suicide. It feels inevitable. (Not currently very suicidal, don’t need help right this second, just saying what feels like the truth.)
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is that like, please don’t reply with calling your nurse if you’re having suicidal thoughts, or all the hotlines. ha.
the thoughts pass, don’t they?
when I feel that way,
I remember the sadness of losing my grandpa, and then my grandma, and how they lived so long. amazing.
I’ve been wondering what is going to get me. It could be lung complications from pneumonia.
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drink Super Beets. it’s about 15 bucks a tub at WalMart. mixed in water. puts oxygen back into your body.
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I can’t bare the boredem without my smokes. And I get really tired without smoking so that I just lay in bed the whole day, I even stop to read books and loose interest in my computer if I’m off cigarettes.
And when I stand up from bed without smoking then I just go back and forth for couple of minutes. I’m totally lost when there is no cigarettes in my life.
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Hmm. . .
To Put It Mildly…,
The Beginning Never Ends,
&
The Ending Never Begins.
(TBC)
P.s. Hope, Trust, True Love, Honesty, Joy, And Endlessly Eternal Peace!.
Old age, stable and successful. 120 thereabouts.
Want to die empty.
you know what that is… ego.
thanks. male ego.
And?
Seriously, how does this affect you?
I’m not getting into it with you.
Have a nice evening.
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You never know.
My dad died from lung cancer and was not a smoker.
Didn’t really see that one coming.
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yeah. I’ve heard it too. perhaps we need to run?
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